Hi disciples !!

After graduating and passing the board, i really cried to God, because i know deep in my heart i have to leave Cebu, the place where i live for almost 17 yrs of my life. i decided to work  in my hometown, to be with my parents, for i haven't really been home for quiet along time. i live away from home since i was 16 yrs old.  i know this will only be the time where i can serve them for next year they will go abroad for good. i am fearful and sad about my decision, but i feel it is a good decision. it was very hard at first... i know i am in danger... but being aware that ur in danger and being in danger is 2 very different things.... now the situation is real. my parents are not disciples and they are in favor that i become disciple. the situation is tough... after 2 months, i feel like i can't go on without disciples. i feel like i will go crazy.. the place where i work is very rural, people are not really open minded about religion... its really hard. plus no signal of cellphone and slow internet connection .. but I’ve learned - that you can keep going long after you can’t. right now, im sting hanging on. i visit church from time to time if my sked will allow.. 6 months more to go!!!