Well brothers and sister I want to start off by saying for the last two months I wasn't living as a Disciple I start just hanging out with some worldly friends going to clubs and drinking a lot I stop reading the Bible and was praying very limited I have been arrested twice this year I am very disgusted with my actions I were apart of this group on facebook call L4L which is not a Godly group at all those were the guys that I decided to hangout with when things wasn’t working out for me I have no job lots of  family problems and instead of turning to God I turn to the world which gave me more loneliness and depression. I am a liar, I can manipulate people at time I can be very deceiving also. After talking to some older men that help me see where I am at spiritually I realize that I have to make a choice to get right with God or to leave God and the church at first going into the meeting my heart was hard as a rock and by the end of it I realize how my sin has affected people and hurt them and def me too I have lost a lot of people trust and people that gave me money I haven’t paid  them back ( can’t broke) I just wanted to apologize to the whole Campus ministry and the Church I am very sorry If I have hurt you in any way if I was deceiving to you if I did show how much I appreciate you I am sorry to Troy and Kim I love you so much and I never met someone who love me the way the both of you love me I am sorry for hurting you and I promise for my sake I am doing everything to get right with God to my Dad Randy I am so sorry for the lies and my deceitful heart… thanks for still having faith in me and loving unconditionally to the guys that’s in my life Handly Jared, Tyler Cervite ,Mitch thanks so much for loving me and helping me see my sin sorry for not showing you guys how much I love you yall mean so much to me we have a lot of history together.
 
 
I just wanted to apologize to everyone this is me without God but I want you to know that I need your help weather its praying for me or with me emailing my scriptures don’t have a phone right now or just talking or checking up on me I 1corth 15:33  33Do not be misled: "Bad company corrupts good character." 34Come back to your senses as you ought, and stop sinning; for there are some who are ignorant of God—I say this to your shame.     And that is what happen to me. I don’t want the world I don’t ever want to go back their  I am sorry if this letter is all over the place just a lot of thoughts on my mine and heart if u having anything you would like to share with me please feel free I need all of you guys My email is donandre.j.orr@gmail I love you all and hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me thanks God bless