What do I say my brothers and sisters? Or should I say, how do I put this in simple terns. I think the heading states it all. My Pain. There was only one thing that I wanted for Christmas. Some people would call it being selfish. But is it so wrong to want hear my Father's voice?? And I don't mean my earthly father either. All my life, I've wanted to hear His voice. Just once. But I know deep down, I've really messed that up. You see, my walk has not been the best of walks. All I've done is taken this life that GOD has given me, and trashed it. Deep down, I believe , beyond repair. My life has been a total mess. More like a total disaster. Sometimes I wonder how GOD can forgive someone like me, who has done nothing but screw up??? I ask myself that question everyday. But yet, I'm still alive. I'm still breathing. I'm not going to give up. GOD didn't make a quitter. 

              I ask that you all pray for me, that I may learn a little patience. And      that I learn to wait on the LORD.  Thank-you and GOD BLESS you all    

Thank you for you willingness to share. Surround yourself with encouraging people. No one is perfect but use the Bible to  guide you. Prayer is amazing. You are not alone in your struggles. People just need to more open about them.

Hi!  I understand about PAIN all to well and being a screw up. I have been 1 all of my life and I still ask God is he sure he wants me to be in his kingdom forever. I have been baptized going on 9 years 9/25/09. Please pray for me I'm still going through alot of pain missing my mom and feeling like I don't belong anywhere and that I don't fit in either. So, believe me I understand very well. Keep your head up and don't quit we can get through this together. May God Bless You and keep You.

I am certain I cannot understand what you are going through, and I hear the pain in your message and my heart goes out to you. I understand how it feels like when things have been turned totally upside down, lose everything that seemed most important to you in this world. Rom 5:1 - says a lot, all in all your hope is in God. Please hang in there, pull close to some brothers and ask what must I do to turn things around and do everything possible to make it happen. What I am saying is hard, and maybe your immediate road is a hard one to travel initially. Take it man it would be worth it when you get past the junk. Get counciling from a professional councilor (bothers and sisters aren't always equipt to handle all of our complicated stuff), that is what I did. It helped tremendously!! Just don't quit!! After all you have been through it is better to grow and become a stronger and better person with an amazing story! That is what you have, all the ingredients of an amazing story. Like David his life was aweful for a long time, Moses stuck in the desert, the prodogal son. Each experienced rough times over years, yet they are our heros, our inspiration. Stick it out!! I will be praying for you, you pray for me OK?

hi there, we are not perfect, there will be times that we will commit mistakes, same mistakes too but God is so gracius to us that as we decide every single day, theres always hope,,, thanks for your heart,,,, yes don't ever left God,,which i regret that ive done,, but i thank God for his undying love....please read psalm51,then read 1corinthians10:13.i appreciate david's heart, a man after god's own heart,, i will pray for you.....